Existential Ennui exists as one creative
person's way of coping with the contrition
of a sheltered life and persuing a new
outlook on life, realized from a great loss
many of us go through life searching for our
purpose and constantly living in a state of
restlessness and panic, never feeling content
or accomplished in our efforts.
we can either enjoy the chaos or be undone by it...
to be forever haunted by
"why am I here?"
"what am I?"
The questions may always remain,
but the listlessness does not have to.
This is my chaos.
Enjoy